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Essay: "Information"by Johnathan Hooper I nformation can oftentimes be useless when it's coming from here or from out there. What info we gather from out there, concerning whatever, can push us to an optimistic ruin. No info coming from out there can be relied upon. To me, information doesn't mean just some type of update or status on some certain thing. To me it's what someone says that incites expectation. I still don't know where my girlfriend went. After she told me she'd by my bedside till the end, I suppose I misinterpreted what "the end" really meant. But now I see it was until the end of her patience.
If you consider the information that flies around within these cups, it's enough for 6 seasons of an angry hit soap opera. Ad Seg is the biggest psychological battleground; a warfare that will make you or break you. In most cases for some individuals, it will break you then make you into a totally different person: a psych patient or homosexual. Here's some information, believe it or not: I know this black guy (I'll call him "Jahad Gracie") who sold a good talking game as a "bad ass." Well, he and I had a fallout. I enjoy playing the psychological warfare game, but even I was taken by surprise! He was coming out of his cell to go to the shower and there was a homosexual named "Ratrina" in the shower. So Jahad stopped and kissed this guy right on the mouth. That fucked me up. Not 'cause it's something I'd never heard of, 'cause that type of shit goes on in prisons everywhere. It was just that this guy, Jahad, tried so hard to convince me he wasn't a punk and look where all that went, straight from his mouth to the punk's mouth! So now that makes him a dicksucker by proxy. Anyhow, a lot of info can leave you bloated and cramped up. So believe what you see, not what you hear. I wish I had known it like that when I was growing up. 'Cause I got into a lot of fights with others 'cause they said they heard I said this or that about them, when truthfully I had never talked about them. If I could shit out all the information that has been bullshit passed onto me, then that would be one big fucking turd. Fuck you Jahad turnout. |