The journal of Jimmy Jarrell

Table of Contents:

1 December 2006

My name is Jimmy, my real name is Roy A. Harless. I am a criminal and have always been such. I am not innocent or feel pity or shame for my past. I am a thug but not a bully or someone who has victims of women and children. I am locked up for theft by receiving one half a million dollars worth of property, a couple of prohibited weapon charges, namely a silencer and hand grenade, both of which I made with my own two hands. I have an escape on my record as well and have been in administrative segregation since April 23, 1996. After my escape I was placed in administrative segregation (Ad Seg)... my first 3 days in Ad Seg I did a lot of thinking, and I came to the conclusion that I should educate myself and from them until now that's what I have done. Everything from electronics to microbiology and every book I can get on robotics. My education is not credited to me but I can care less, I just want to learn more and I have ideas and goals. I am 39 years old, but I am stronger than I was at 17, and I have not aged a bit. A friend of my cell block said I look 25. I am not on medication, work out, I read a chapter, I do 50 pushups, or pull-ups, or sit-ups. This helps me stretch and pumps blood to the brain and being that this is prison, if I ever need to, I can go toe to toe in a fight with these youngsters. But so far, I get along with everyone, respect wise and am trusted by those who know me. I am in my cell 23 to 24 hours a day, most of the time I clean my body up in the cell, that's locally called the birdbath. The guards who are too lazy to do their jobs have figured out that if they really trash up our cells that they will have less showers to do. But the truth is, the idea is good theoretically but in a bloody prison riot, all of those guards who have abused their authority will be the first to die, no question asked, and not one of us would lift a finger to stop it. I for one wouldn't even risk an argument! I have a radio, I just catch up to the worldly events and listen to talk radio, but mostly I sketch for my mom and do illustration boards for her. She at this time is my only support. My wife I have not heard from for over 6 months and she tells me that she loves me but I know she's struggling and if she has a new man friend, he can have her! I should be out of here by June '08 and I doubt I will stay single long. I'm healthy and have never had problems with relations with women folk, my wife, I still love her. She stood by me strong for 13 years we had our bumps but we pulled through. She just sputtered out of energy for the last year and half till 6-08. I will be using the rest of my time to learn and better myself more. I look forward to getting out. I hope to be released and go to Houston, but I have a parole violation (blue warrant) in Ohio, but I was served with that that in '96 which is another story, but by law, the day I was served. I get credit for, and is called constructive custody. Up north in Ohio I was on parole for a burglary I did at 17, charged as an adult. Instead of me being taught a lesson by the system I became more violent, to the point where if someone tries to fight me, they are trying to fight, I'm trying to send them to their maker. I have been shot and stabbed and scared up by it. I am creepy looking to women when they first meet me but they quickly get over it and I have never laid a hand on any woman. I told her if I need to hit her that I don't need to be with her and like I said, I still love her, but I don't want to follow someone else. If she went lesbo I wouldn't be bothered one bit, but another man, I get mad at the thought. We had great times. The love making, when she cried I kissed away her tears, and one time she told me of a bully who knocked her down off her bike when she was little. I checked anyone she didn't like, she told me that she never felt more protected in her life, and she took away my loneliness so we fed each other. I love you Charlyn and will love you forever. The countdown for me to come home counts down. I got a disciplining ticket the other day, it shouldn't hurt me too much, but if they want, they can make a big deal out of it.

I was served a disciplinary ticket today, an 18.2 for kicking the food slot tray open which is wrong. I did not kick it open, it's so rusted that it fell open when I touched it. This can be settled. I showed the investigating officer what happened, but this is not a rational world I live in here. Two things can happen. 1. nothing, 2. I will have time taken off of my sentence. That means I do more time, that also means a child molester goes home in my slot June of '6 which helps these hicks out, since most of them molest their children. They truly look after their own kind. The guard that wrote me up, a Nigerian, Owoputi is his name, these foreigners come here. They not only taunt the prisoners but rub it in the faces of the hicks that they make more money than they do! I will enclose the disciplinary report. I got the case 11-29-2006. I got a real shower today (a cold one) and will ready and do sketches for my niece.

2 December 2006

I am caught up on my studies. I'll just rest up all day for football tomorrow. I got 2 parlay tickets. I like all of my picks. I took 2 tickets. I took both Cin and Balt. Cin won and any ticket with Balt lost. All the way with Was, St L, Ne, Ind, Min, split with K.C. and Cle., all the way with Chi, NY. J., S.D., N.O., T.B., Hou, Dem, Cas. This is my hustle in here, and so far, I'm ahead. I took points with a lot of these games.

3 December 2006

Game day (NFL), read a couple pages, wrote a letter to my possible (ex-wife friend)... heart broke. Life goes on, at least I'm not being tortured as Estell 1! Well, my parlay tickets did not do the best, but me and 2 fellow prisoners bonded as we normally do, a lot of these guys have big time to do for bullshit. The Texas prison system is weird, but when you put the Folly (senator) arrest with the numbers, it makes sense. These so called masons are a bunch of child molesters! The average pedophile does minimum time compared to the rest of us. I still have a shot at first place with a ticket let to me by a friend.

4 December 2006

I went to court this morning, of course I was found guilty. I was guilty before I even went down there. My S4 got dropped to a line 1 that means I have zero chance for a parole. I lost 30 days good time. This means for society that a sex offender will most likely take my release slot for that month. I am used to this, it might be petty in most people's eyes but these people have been trying to break me with this petty stuff for years. The Texas hicks are real heavy into the Mason stuff down here. This is supposed to be George Bush country. A lot of people might not like what I say or how I say it. I'm not politically correct, I'm no Republican or Democrat. I see good things used by both parties. Republicans hate science, unless it's military oriented. I am me and I try not to be like others and I cannot stand Bush. We are doomed as a nation as far as I'm concerned! I'll do the extra 15 days. I'm so used to it, its like I'm, numb, their torture no longer has any effect, it only costs the taxpayers money, I can care less. The little Nigerian was down there, like a little cockroach, I didn't need his testimony. I just wanted a good look at the little freak. I don't mind the Mexicans, but doesn't America have enough people, why do we need all these foreigners, to replace all the hicks? I'm mad, and I'm venting I feel better now. I am just waiting to be moved to h-wing. I knew most of the people there. That's where the so called trouble makers are kept, and not to mention the insane.

5 December 2006

Still waiting for my medicine, hopefully they will forget, sometimes it happens. I've seen it happen to others but my luck is rotten. Also, I got some one else's time sheet last nigh with my address on it. Most of them are incompetent, that's why this place is flooded with Nigerians, every one pretty much hates the Nigerians most have good qualities like you can bribe them if you know which ones are corrupt. Nothing new today. I spent a lot of time in my studies, and am reading a book: Niccolos Smile / Maurizio Viroli, A biography of Machiavelli. It's historical and about the Papal states of Italy in 1494-1500's/

6 December 2006

I slept good last night, still in the same cell. Stometimes the left hand knows not what the right hand is going. I'm hoping this is the case with me. Concerning the BS ticket the Nigerian dealt me. I finished by studies plus I got caught up on my home work.

7 December 2006

I got more paperwork last night... I thought I would get lucky. I did get my level 1 dropped to a level 2. So it will be 60 days overall before I get my level 1 back. At least it did not get dropped to a 3. I love my country but I hate the petty ass crap that this government does! No wonder why the country is becoming homosexual. I would defend my country in a heartbeat! If China invades just call me an insurgent, but go overseas for Little Bush or whom ever, no way in hell! Send all the made by incest hicks! Send them all! Some people think my way of thinking is warped. That might be true, but this place is 90% responsible for that. I might be packing up to be moved today or hopefully on Tuesday. I got on the football parlay for 1 stamp, and that is me weekend. If I leave I'll leave my ticket to my friend Peicock. I picked a #2 ticket for some one else. If I hot on that one, I get 50% just enough for this sick puppy to mail some artwork home. She (Mom) had just inherited a house in West Virginia, can you say money pit, so it's going to be a while before I can make commissary, a year and a half to go. Yeah, I can do that without loosing the rest of my marbles. I'll be ok when I get out. I have tons of job skills, but if I get some one to push me over the edge, I can see myself on death row easily. I just need my space at time and I hope to get it a year and half, by then I'll really need some quiet time. It looks like I might not move again today. If I do move, I'll probably go to k-wing, I know most of the people there.

8 December 2006

They moved me to L-wing today, L-311. The guy in this cell must have been real hairy, I cleaned up his hair forever. Its late, I'll write more tomorrow.

9 December 2006

Still cleaning up after this trife. I got me some NFL action for tomorrow. I hope to get a visit this weekend. L-ing is a strange place, it always smells of fire. All they do is burn trash and clothing over here. The fires have zero aftereffect on this place. Some of these nuts squirt shit on people, even guards, and sometimes the gas gets busted off over here. One of my old foes is upstairs, but the kid has seemed to mature some, so things look peaceful. My toothbrush got lost somehow. So I'll need to replace that asap! I have all my teeth and plan to die with them. If I do ever loose one more, I have no problem with implants or growing a new one from a modified stem cell taken from a hair follicle. I look forward to getting out and carrying out my patent ideas. I love science. 5 PM they passed out soap and shampoo for Christmas. The state did not but some Christian organization did. There is some tension between some of the prisoners so some one might get shited down before the night is over with, what nuts! I'm still finding hair in my cell.

10 December 2006

Well, I hustled up some stamps to mail my boards out to my mom. This dolphin pattern I have is really hot! It has only about 4 more prints in it. Then it's going to be retired. I hope to clean up on some more sports this weekend. I didn't really look into getting into gambling, but just seemed to have stepped into it. Never have a favorite team! I look for people who have favorite teams and that's a man with sucker written all over him, not that I'm a con artist, but its their choice to have a favorite team. I have a guy going with Houston Texans today, I predict Tennessee which is also not that hot to smash the Texans by over 10 points. I have Houston +5Â" its for 5 stamps. But now I can use 5 stamps to mail out my mail, or buy 5 trays. I'll most likely mail out my science books, and if I loose I can always hope some one would pick Houston over NE (Smile)... I win again, so much for commissary restriction! Houston lost by 6 I gave them +5Â", I am going to put some of this on tonight's Dallas game to win some legal pads. My 4 stamps vs 2 legal pads.

11 Decemeber 2006

I lost the Dallas game. I used the rest of my winnings to get some food. The tray I paid 1 stamp for was more than the free one. The SSI's (slave prison labor) take full advantage of us, but that's life. I witnessed last month an SSI getting his face scolded off. I'm sill finding hair in this cell, a year and a half. I finished 2 studies. Me and my neighbor traded out some magazines so I have plenty to do for the next couple of days. I heard over the radio that Dallas, TX has passed some sort of laws to take money from prisoners' accounts. So much for the US Constitution, another useless document. Most of these guys are ripe for bin Ladden. Treat your people and the world like crap and what do you get? I would fight for my country, but I would never go overseas to do it. I heard like 6 years ago that China and Russia had joint exercises, military wise... prisoners who are constantly abused by the system. They will one day try to fight their oppressors for dinner. A prisoner cut his wrist, he did not do that good of a job at it, he walked past my cell (L311, L- wing, 3- 3rd floor of four rows, 11-11th cell). There are 22 cells on each row, the 1st cell up here and the 12th are showers. On L-wing, people cut, burn, flood, its every day. Yesterday was a good day on L-wing. They are supposed to take our radios but they don't, the only time they take them is if you take a shower, so most people take bird baths. I did get a shower today, still have my AM too! I expect about 3 to 4 cards this year. My Aunt Sylvia's coffee, who is not really my aunt, she gave me a card every year but died of old age 4 years ago. I used t carry her groceries in the house when I was a kid. She would give me a quarter, then as I got older I just did it for free, I miss her. She was our neighbor for 10 years then we both moved and she lived the next street over. All I had to do was cut a yard and she would be happy to see me. The old gal didn't get many visitors, no children. She used to live above us at 341 West River St, Elyrin, Ohio. Her mother who was probably over 100 easily died in my mothers arms. Her husband died 10 years before she did, I can't believe how old I am, and how the time has slipped by so fast. I don't feel old, yesterday for every time my team made points, I did that number in pull-ups, up to 42 at a time, and I got burnt out, I have wings that I never had before. I had a friend who once told me, "I'd respect you if you show me you can do 10 pullups." I do pushups, but I never did pull-ups, I tried to do 10, but only got 7. Now, 10 is nothing to me, and I hope to break my record again soon, "52."

12 December 2006

I did not make store today. I'll be off restriction by next store. Tried to buy extra food today, no luck. I am a grown man, and they feed me like I'm a little boy. I stuck some money to the side to try to buy some food on Christmas. That's harder to do on L-wing. They have 2 guys chucking bodily waste on each other on 4 row. 1 and 2 row is separated by a floor cement divider on 2 row and 4 row there is a little walk with a rail, all the wings on P1 and P2 are like this.

13 December 2006

My upper body is sore. I got some magazines last night, that will help a lot, plus I have my studies. It is going to warm up to the 70's today. Kind of quiet, not much going on. They pulled me out of my cell today, took me to the gang task force office. These people are retards, they had a Mondingo warriors file mixed with mine! I told them, "I'm not in a gang!" They do try to put us in gangs so they can get more funds from tax dollars.

14 December 2006

Last night I got a notice from the parole board, "Decision not to grand parole â€" NEXT REVIEW," yeah, duh. They are going to give it to a child molester. Thanks Senator Folley! I finished my studies. All is pretty much unnormal for L-living, calm.

15 December 2006

Not much for mail last night. I picked out my parlay tickets. I took a lot of teams that were given 10 or more points. I hate that, but Cleveland +10Â" I had to take. T.B. +13 1/2 I did not. I finished my studies, caught up for Monday.

16 December 2006

I got a card from my mom last night. She sent me $20 that will help out a lot. The Christian people came by today. They gave all of us 1 soap, 1 deodorant, 1 toothpaste, fruit: 1 apple, 1 orange, 1 banana. I like the bag, I know they had a bunch of children draw on the bags, it had a little cross with vine and 4 blue morning glory type flowers with a big "Jesus loves you" on the bag. Fresh fruit in here is rare and it can sell for a better price than bought in the free world store. I got on the apple orange shotgun, bets were 10 people put in an apple or orange on tonight's Dallas Cowboys game. We all pick a number but the numbers are all drawn from the bag, from 1 to10, like I can be an 8, or a 4 and 2 can be a 10 or a 2 or a 1. I picked 0 and I got a 0 so I got a good number. 3,7,0,3,6 are all good numbers and if a safety happens, then a 2 or 5 is good. I have a 1 in 5 shot because of the number 0/0 but the bag, I like it the most and I'll asve it until it falls apart. I hope its 27 Dalls to Atl 3.

17 December 2006

I lost the shotgun last night but Dallas won by 10, 38 to 28, the 6 hit. I have 2 side bets on my ticket, ticket against ticket. 5 stamps each. That's not much, but in here I can buy an order of glue and 7 trays. I bought 5 tickets of Rent Christian toothpaste last night. There's only 1 ticket that's close to mine by 3 games. All I need is for 2 to win. I really think I'm going to hit this parlay today, I split my teams up perfectly. I split up 4 difference teams, the rest I ran with the stats, with some exceptions of the point spread.

18 December 2006

Well, I didn't win the parlay, thanks Houston! Jacksonville and Chicago. I'll break even on side bets if Cin wins. Christmas is sneaking up. I got a bar of soap, that's petty, but in here everything counts. I need a hot sugar momma! This is the calmest I've ever seen L-wing. They are burning on 1 and 2 row but not that bad. I smelled it this morning. No hangings yet, sometimes Christmas is good for at least one. Earlier this year 2 people hanged themselves, one right after another.

19 December 2006

They had a cutter last night, I missed it. It happened at 16 cell. I'm in 11, his mattress is still on the run. I heard that he did a job on himself, cutting his neck and arms all open. I lost my side bet last night. I think some one hanged themselves over at A or B wing (P2)... it's gloomy outside, that's when it normally happens. Gloomy weather and holidays.

20 December 2006

Some one has been burning all day. I hope they run out of fuel soon. One guy upstairs is totally mad, he has shit all over his body. The guards want no part of him, not even to get him any type of help or get him cleaned up. I didn't take a shower today, but I did wash my blanket and took a birdbath. Hopefully, they will let us go to the store so I can mail out some of my property and get my hustle on, and hopefully buy a good Christmas meal. I shouldn't have bought all of those toothpastes for a stamp each, but I do brush my teeth and this stuff is better than the crap sold in commissary. I think that was bogus news about the hanging at P2, sometimes people will put sheets around their necks for attention.

21 December 2006

We are going to the store today. I got two magazines and a Christmas card form my two sisters last night and six newspapers from down the run, a lot of them over 20 days old. They are welcomed. We did not make store. They said Wednesday. Other than that, not much going on now.

22 December 2006

I got on the parlay, hopefully I can win it before Christmas meal. The guards did not pick up my outgoing letter to my baby sister (Carla) last night. What a bunch of incompetent fools! The mailroom used to pick up our mail going out, but they have had so many people masturbating on them, but besides that they have female officers, same thing happens. They make them do their job! I found a cavity in two teeth. I think I have four but I am so afraid of the dentist for 1. they do not properly sterilize the dental tools. This place is infested with AIDS and HIV and Hepatitis-C. Also the lady who cleans the teeth is so sloppy that she has a reputation of making maters worse than when they go in. I know people who made her stop cleaning their teeth and she would hold them down to clean the blood off them before they left the chair. In a year and a half, I will see a real dentist. I haven't had my teeth cleaned in 5 years. One and a half more is no problem. I had a friend who left on the 19th, he was the one who caught his cell on fire. He piled everything on top of his mattress and set it all on fire.

23 December 2006

I got a good oceanography book last night, "Introduction to Oceanography." This is good, I was running low on reading materials.

24 December 2006

I have a sinus cold. They are burning deodorant and toilet paper to cover up the body odor from this one guy in cell 7. He doesn't even take birdbaths. I hate it! But I really cant blame them. One more December and I hope to be home! A cold front moved in, so I need to cover up more. Most of the time of the year, this place is truly a hell hole. I did not make it to shower today because a real asshole is working today. This guy will tear up your family photos and steal, he lives to make others' lives miserable. But he also thinks he's doing society a favor but what he's really doing is making a vicious dog more so by teasing it! His wife works here as well and he says he's a hot shot mason and that he's above the law. He said he can kill a prisoner if he justifies it on paper, case closed. I've heard this before!

25 December 2006

Merry Christmas, from hell. This Christmas lunch was ok, but it was the best meal of the year, as it should be. I did not do to good on last night's Dallas game. I took for today Philadelphia at +6Â". Right now it's 7 to 0 Phili but I'm sure that's about to change. I put up 3 stamps vs. cereal and milk for breakfast for one week. Not bad if I win plus I have work this week. I can make 120 stamps to get fueled up and get me some good and mail my extra property home. I did get extra food for dinner. I'll do some pull-ups. 10 to 0 Phili. Final: 21 to 7 Phili.

26 December 2006

I have a headache. I need to buy some glue so I can make a speaker. I hope to make store tomorrow. I need to mail this stuff home. I was pondering my wife leaving me, that's not really that bad. She gained some weight, picked up smoking. So I'll have to replace her with a nonsmoker young and tender something. Ha! So good riddance. I still love her, but I'm not going to slit my wrists or hand myself! Unlike some of these jackasses. Well, I hope NFL week 17 is better for me than week 16! If SF would have won, I would have taken it all! I am still way ahead. Not much of anything happening today.

27 December 2006

Not much mail last night. I got nothing the mailroom ladies must be hung-over! I made store. I'm all settled down. I finished up my studies. Just another day, no one doing anything crazy yet on 3 and 4 row. I have a big jumping spider, it has a hear on its rump an orangish red one. I fed it a big fat cockroach, it has not eaten in a week. I've had this unusual critter for about 6 months. They flooded the can today, over toilet paper and no outside rec.

28 December 2006

No mail last night. I had a great breakfast and they have not even served breakfast yet. I hope I get some old papers today. I shot out a package. The Nigerians got it. I hope they don't steal my stamps off of it. They are bad for that. The coffee was watered down, so they probably stole a bulk of the grounds. I did bribe some for cereal, and got some that was owed to me. I got an order of glue so I'm going to work on a couple of projects. I finished my studies. Not much going on, just some cell moves, no one I know.

29 December 2006

WKOA, Denver Co. AM is loud and clear. No mail last night. We got an electrical storm today, the power is out. They flooded once today. The rain flooded us out the second time. The guards are so stupid. They did not cut the water off when the run was flooded on purpose, but they cut it off when it rained. A lot of these people are cussing each other off, it's going to be at least 8PM or later before they feed us. We had a tornado! That's why power is out. An SSI got hit in the face with shit water, while he tried to clean water off the run. The guards fed us. It's 8PM, still no power. I'm calling it a day.

30 December 2006

They fixed the power. 8AM, its real humid, not too bad for the temperature, it's probably much colder outside. I think I'm going to go outside Wednesday. They said the tornado hit ¼ mile from here, so it hit inside Coffield property. If it would have hit inside, every female and half of the male guards would have been raped. This is a monster farm, it does not rehabilitate, it breeds and trains people to be monsters. The number of people who go insane those who cut and cover themselves in shit. I'm glad I went the route to educate myself. They can keep me for another hundred years in this cell, and I will never go that route. I am stronger than ever! We have power, but I hear that part of population does not. I got some extra food and got on the parlay and made 2 side bets. They were small. I did try to go up to $40 but no luck. $40 worth of used junk that I plan on replacing.

31 December 2006

Good bye 2006! I hope I get a visit today. If not, I'll have some fun with the last week of NFL.I don't do much gambling in the playoffs, unless if G.B. get it. I'll bet against them. I can't loose. Well, the New Year's almost here. I'll start '07 next page. I will mail this out in the morning.

1 January 2007

I read an old USA today newspaper today, it talked of the Hemingway Cats on Key West, FL. They said that the USDA had complaints of cats namely one named Ivan, who terrorized other cats. Ivan of course is a tom cat. What caught my attention was that the US Government is so much of a busy body that they are now worried about a tom cat getting into a fight over a piece of pussy, pussycat that is. If this is true, then they need to fire everyone in the USAD and hire people that have sense, commonsense that is. Also, the papers talked of increases of suicides in Cali and TX prisons, especially in Add Seg. The article is incorrect, they do let us have reading materials in the mail. I cant speak for Cali, but in TX, I have had the mailroom try to ban science magazines from me, because of their personal fear of me I suppose, but I filed grievances and enjoyed making them look stupid.

2 January 2007

No mail today, thanks to little Bush it's Ford Day, oh well, he can only die once. The country is at 2% growth and he wants to stop everything for a day? We will go into a recession. I am quite sure of it, and I'm no economic expert. Well, I'll be glad when it's '08. The way I see it, my family will really need me when I get out. I've studied herbs and edible wild plants as well as science, so my family will not starve to death. I got a good book from my neighbor, Blind Man's Bluff, about submarines. So I'll start this this week. Finish two books today when I start my studies. I finished my studies and no mail I'm calling it a day early.

3 January 2007

I finished my studies and I'll start another book, Blind Man's Bluff. They are burning today, and it is a god awful smell.

4 January 2007

Not much going on today. Earlier I smelled gas, so some one other than our section really got it. I'm used to that smell, but don't like a direct hit. The first couple of times it almost killed me! And I was not the one who got gassed. I got a good little workout in today, and I caught up on my reading. This whole block stinks like B.O., this is mostly from L-307, he needs to go to a mental ward. I did not go to shower today, as most did not, but I at least washed my ass. This system really needs a change, or the world should expect to be some sort of slave for the elite.

5 January 2007

I got a magazine last night, other that that, still no mail. I hear the mailroom is trying to catch up. I think the unit is on lockdown, due to a small riot. Someone said its just a fight, during lockdowns they give us sack lunches called "Johnies", they are supposed to have 3 items in them. 2 sandwiches, usually 2 slices of bread with cheese and/or peanut butter and jelly, they mix lard with the peanut butter to stretch it out and blend it with the jelly. I try my best to trade these off. I know that they are deadly for my health. And a meat sandwich, if we are lucky, a cold cut and slice of chemical cheese. We are supposed to get dried fruit too, but most of the time the hicks and Nigerians steal that. They need to eat too, yeah it's going to be tough until I make store. For those of my family who stood by me, if I have it, you have it! For those who did not, I love you, but don't have the time.

6 January 2007

I am starved! They have us on lockdown. I have no really looked into it, but it's probably something petty, the guards love lockdowns. They don't like to shower us, so they get out of it all together on lockdown, and to feed us all they do is throw a light weight paper sack into our beanshoots. I hope to get a visit today, but it's not looking good, I hope none of my people are mad at me. But f they are, we will all get over it. I'm not a cruel man, but have had this woman, "Lee Ann", who has been working my woman for years to break up with me. Well, I suppose it worked after 13 years. When I get out, I am not going to try and hear it. I am going to get me something young and tender and of course legal. I'm not cheater, and I stick by having the respect to put child molesters in the front of the line on death row over cop killers. They are flooding, so I don't have to fill up my water bottles. Some prisoners act like children. I've been homesick all day, it would have been more humane to just put a bullet in my head then make me suffer with this crap. I was talking to the kid next door to me, he did not even know what V.D. stood for, not much of anybody is trying to educate themselves in here. The state could easily flood this place with educational books, but that might hurt them in the long run. If these prisoners are rehabilitated, a lot of these hicks are jobless!

7 January 2007

Not much going on today, still on lockdown.

8 January 2007

I got some legal mail earlier. I've been into a couple of these reading books, plus I just got another off the run. I really need to work on my spelling, but when I first came to Seg. I was smart about a lot of things, but my reading and math skills were about 6th grade. I'm busy learning as much as I can about science.

9 January 2007

They shower us every 3 days on lockdown. The guard skips me. I could cuss him out, but if did I'll stay in L-wing longer. So I suffer with another bird bath. I hear little Bush is sending 20,000 more troops to Iraq. I hope they are all minimum wage orientation hicks, invade Iraq, send them all!

10 January 2007

Still on lockdown.

11 January 2007

I am being starved slowly, we all are. The terrorists in the US in POW camps receive better treatment than us. Come June or July of '08, I am going to use $50 to buy some refactory clay and build my mini foundry. I am going to build a capula, a device that will be gas and oxygen driven to melt alloys in a crucible. I'm not going to step out of here without a plan, I want to get my space page and record it all, from step 1 to my first patent, and for $50 I'll be on my way! I also have a job working for my baby brother (Adam) building houses. I taught him almost everything he knows, from reading a tape to building arches for mason brick work, (a jig)... that will be part time work. I do look forward to working again, to use my skills plus what I have learned from books. The Nigerians working here has to do with Bush, oil and his oil friends, seems Nigeria is full of black gold and the Nigerians working here has more to do with oil favors than it does with the lack of hicks to work T.D.C.J.-I.D.! I will get to the bottom of it! These Nigerians took 15 more days of my freedom and for a BS cause!

12 January 2007

I gave blood for DNA testing today plus fingerprints. I don't care, I'm no rapist so what do I have to fear! Some of these other guys, it's a different story. Americans loose more of their liberties daily, thanks to Bush, at first it was only rapists, than burglars, and then violent offenders, now all prisoners! Next it will be the baby as it comes out of the womb, welcome to the brave new world of the New World Order (N.W.O.)...

13 January 2007

Not much for mail all this week. We got another storm last night, this one was electrical and it took out the power for 4 hours. KTRH AM out of Houston, TX is coming in clear. They flooded last night, right as I went to bed. A cold front is moving in. I still can't get over that I gave up my DNA like I'm some sort of rapist. I might get back into criminal activities to just prove I can get past that crap! Except the rapist part, yuck! I talked to a guard and they tested 60 people. Most of the people I know tested had non sexual crimes, soon it will be every one. Then comes the chip and barcode right in the forehead! There is no freedom, we are all cattle! I don't like it, but what the hell. I have nothing to hide. I just hope this is for parole. If not, I hope to get lucky and get something to study on radar, for like boating electronics. I have a large interest in it, so I will retain the information. Some one down stairs got gasses, we all up here for a little taste of it too, and they think they will rule the world by treating everyone like shit!

14 January 2007

The cold front hit, it's quiet, sounds like I'm the only one up. I grew up on the North E coast. This is nothing! I have almost zero body fat, and I miss it! I still have a lot of meat on my frame but I'm not doing much working out.

15 January 2007

Happy MLK day. They had a piece of chicken on a greasy hotdog bun, 2 slices of cheese on a corn tortilla, and Â" cut piece of potato that I could have easily eaten in one bite, but nibbled on it with the chicken. I made a deal and got an extra piece of chicken. This is the best Johnie (sack lunch) since we have been on lockdown. Thank you MLK! It is still chilly, but the sun is trying to come out, last night one of my friends shot me 2 photos and an address of the most beautiful woman from San Antonio, TX. I am going to send the letter out, he knew I was all down about my relationship. I'm much more stronger as a person with a woman in my life. I am not ugly or disease riddled, so I'll be ok, some of my personality needs fixing but I acknowledge this. I need to finish up my studies and take a bird bath.

16 January 2007

The cold front really hit hard today. I got an hour before I go to shower. It's hot today, some fool tried to burn his cell down today, I almost died from the smoke.

17 January 2007

I got a salt water fishing magazine last night, so I'll be going fishing today. Lot of fires today, smells like burnt trash on the side of the road. I hear that they will be over here from P1 to P2 to shake down tomorrow, so we should be off lockdown by Monday. I got my level 1, got it 12 days ahead of schedule. They will be here tomorrow so I won't have to cough up on my radio.

18 January 2007

Any moment now I and others are expecting to me shaken down. The guards won't find much, but our property is expecting to get ruffed up quite a bit. They are shaking down, the whole block smells of smoke. I look forward to getting off of L-wing! The shakedown made a mess of my cell. It took 4 hours to get most of it in order. They do more messing up than looking for contraband. They even tear up my family photos, take mattresses. One time I went 2 weeks with no mattress. At mail call I got 3 Christmas cards, yes, it's Jan 18th!

19 January 2007

It is still chilly, this place is truly a damp cold dungeon. I hope society is happy about treating all of us like dogs. Like I said earlier, it would be more humane to kill me. Do what Hitler did, gas me then the oven. They moved me from L-wing to D-109, what a relief! No smoke and less noise, and I hope I don't get flooded. L row is not a cool spot. Took me 11/2 hours to clean up my cell. I spent a lot of that talking to the guy above me, whom I've known forever. I call him Little Richie, he was a sniper in the marines, funny. That's what he's in here for, a devout Bush fan, but other than that, he's ok people. I told him that Little Bush is shipping over 200k Iraqies, he's like, you just hate Bush! I love him! Love to get under his skin.

20 January 2007

I got a shower today, the water was cold, so I washed my shorts than used the shorts to wash my body in the hot water from the sink. The guards did this on purpose to discourage us from bathing so they can be lazy. It's dark outside, the weather is normally not like this, this time of year.

21 January 2007

It's still cold out, it's supposed to get up to 57 degrees today, but tonight another cold front sets in. It's less boring over here than on L-wing. There's a couple old people, some in wheel chairs. Yes, they have them seged up! They need to be in an old folks unit, but they pissed some politician off. I hope to have enough money to get me some art supplies. I still have requests for the dolphin and baby pattern, it's a full sized board. I might redo the pattern, take it home, do a couple of oil on canvasses, and a mural in my bedroom, when I buy my house that is. I don't want someone else's painting over it, or I can do it on a canvas and epoxy it on the wall. We should be off of lockdown tomorrow, all said and done. I've lost 30+ pounds in 2 weeks and I did not even intend to loose weight.

22 January 2007

We got a sack lunch for breakfast, supposedly a tray for lunch. I did some pull-ups and pushups and sit-ups, burning calories before even taking them in. I haven't had this type of workout since lockdown. The nurse almost gave me someone else's medicine. The guy who moved from this ell I know, Frankenberry, he looks like the Frankenberry from the cereal box, that's why he goes by that, he left a jar of rotten piss in this cell. He was going to throw it on Tiland, as the name sounds. A little yellow guy, who speaks broken English. Tiland is my friend also.

23 January 2007

Another chilly day. The news said that this month is the wettest in over 100 years. Still more time left in Jan.

24 January 2007

I got a letter from Mom last night, she told me that she's had a cold. That made me feel sad, I hardly catch a cold. I look forward to the sun coming back out. I'm ready to get out and start my mini foundry. I have molds mastered both mico and foundry related. I can make a part out of clay, wood, even wax. I love the lost wax technique, make the wax part, add little wax pipettes to it (for gas exchange and release) add plaster, drill a little hole, heat to melt the wax, reuse the wax in future projects. Inside the plaster is a perfect cavity, waiting to receive the molten metals. I know how to use green sand as well, and I know about graphite molds, but know little about their use, other then when they are used. They block oxidation, which saves a lot of time in preparation and polishing.

25 January 2007

Not much going on today. I got a cold shower, still trying to gain at least a pound back that I lost on lockdown, other than that, I feel good. About my future plans, I want to get into robotics. I need to learn more about controllers, other than the VANTAK models. I'm sure I can update my data on the net.

26 January 2007

Not much going on today. I caught up on my studies, so I'm going to chill out for the next couple of days, so I do not read myself into nothing to read. It's pretty much dry as far as reading materials goes back here.

27 January 2007

This month is almost gone, it went by pretty fast, not much going on today.

28 January 2007

I took a shower, had my house torn to pieces by a guard for doing so, family photos all over the place. I need to mail them all home before I got to death row! I just hope I never reflect this negativity towards anyone who is my family or someone innocent.

29 January 2007

I finished my studies today. I need to work more on my writing, but I really do not have the time. That might sound funny, but I need to work out 2 technical drawings then destroy them. This place is pure boredom. I'm about to finish two books. I'm close to reading my self into nothing to do. Last night I saw the biggest skunk ever outside the window. Not much for mail.

30 January 2007

The sun looks to be coming up. The grass is being seeded, the birds are singing, it's a beautiful day. I'd rather be out there in the real world to enjoy it, but the tax payers want me to be tormented, at their cost of course, by these hicks. Another day gone. I will finish two books tomorrow. I hope I can get some good stuff I can learn from when I trade them out.

January 31, 2007

Not much for mail last night. I hope to be getting some books real soon, nothing on radar, still trying. It's cold today, so much for global warming. I got a stack of magazines, about time I get something! I am glad this month is over with. 16 1/2 more to go.

1 February 2007

I stuck in my store list. This will be the first time I've made store since lockdown, over a month! It's still cold (for Texas)... not much for mail last night, a return to sender, I hope I get a letter from my mom this week. I got my commissary a little late, but I'll make it for two more weeks.

2 February 2007

Not much for mail last night. I cut my hair today. I used a comb and a razor blade. I don't let these people touch my hair, not that they can't cut hair. This place in infested with hepatitis-C, and as far as I know, I don't have it. Even most of the kitchen workers have it.

3 February 2007

I'm listening to my fishing show on AM K.R.LD. Still chilly for Feb. Another boring day, another day closer to the house.

4 February 2007

The guards are getting cussed out. They were running showers. I am next. They stopped at me. The last guy out said the showers are hot! So the guards turned the hot water off. They got busted. So they stopped showers. Tax dollars hard at work! I suppose I'd do more quality time if I was a terrorist in Cuba. Yeah, I call a spade a spade. I think that Americans brought all this terrorist crap on themselves. By the heads of hicks they complement American policy on the world. The hicks are nothing but soulless galloots who obey their new world order masters blindly. Like lemmings, in time they will march over the cliff into the sea. I for one would never fight for this country or any other cause, unless they came over here. Then and only then would I fight. Well, it's Super Bowl Sunday. I took Chicago at +7Â" for $4.00. Indi is expected to win but +7 Â" is a good deal. Well I lost that one, at least I killed some time. One more day gone.

5 February 2007

I will need to sell some artwork now. I have some cool fantasy patterns. These sell quick, not too many, but they sell. Still chilly for Texas. I look forward to mail call tonight. I need some books, I start a new book tomorrow. They have an old Mexican man, in a wheelchair, he's no threat to anyone, and I expect him to die back here. He needs to be in a hospital.

6 February 2007

At breakfast, they passed out this saccharin based coolaid, but I'm sure the taxpayers are told, "oh, nom we gave them mil and coffee," of which non we got. The Nigerians are stealing the kitchen blind and we the prisoners feel it on our tray. This is the New World Order that Americans want? They brought the dope sniffing dog in, a red mutt and an old black lab. The black lab is very well trained, I did everything to get its attention, it just ignored me. It sniffed my spot by the window, the handler felt around the spot real good, I suppose he's into tomcat piss.

7 February 2007

I got a letter from my mom last night, my baby sister had a boy, red headed and feisty.

8 February 2007

Not much going on today. I don't have any neighbors so I have been lucky on getting extra trays.

9 February 2007

Not much for mail last night. I am gong to learn Spanish for the remainder of the year. I should learn more English. I am excited at the days goes by, its weird that my wife sticks with me for all these years then abandons me. I am going to work the field, I would have liked to keep her, but I'm not going to cut my wrist. I need to get my AM fixed today, shave, do my studies. I have my store list ready for next week.

10 February 2007

I got my time sheet, they not only took 30 days, but knocked my projected release date by 7 more months! They do this to us so they can help release their Chester Brethren. The molesters of children run T.D.C but that is slowly about to change. I can care less how long they keep one! But by all right, if I get a good attorney, I'll be out in or around July of 08. I thank God for Bin Laden, even if I'm no Muslim, I'm glad there is a median for some of these N.W.O hicks to get blown to pieces by. I will never get involved in this war and I hope it never ends! I hate hicks! I don't want the hicks to due, just to come back home with their limbs missing. And if the US wants to ship more Nigerians over here, then good, I hope they bring lots of AIDS with them! The Nigerians are not to blame, they do as the hicks instruct them. The higher up hicks from the Masonic Lodge.

11 February 2007

These Nigerians keep messing with me! I cam close to going off, get these fools out of my country! Then again, if they don't learn their lesson from 9/11 then keep bringing them in! I talked to the Nigerian, I could barely understand him, but I feel I worked out our differences. On 60 minutes (on the radio) they played the recorded torture death of a Michigan State (US) prisoner chained for hours at a time, starved and died of dehydration. This is the N.W.O. Little Bush wants, they are truly above the law!

12 February 2007

I am so bored, I've been reading but not trying to read everything I have at one time. I try not to read more than two books a week, I do good at that. I got a letter from my wife, she is struggling. I feel we have worked out any differences, I still love her.

13 February 2007

My morale is up. I'm going to get art supplies and do my artwork until spring, then I'm going to cut my property down and I'll be ready to walk out the door and help my family be a provider and a father instead of a waste of tax dollars, tax dollars that can be used more wisely, like worry about cats having sex or cat fight in Key West, FL, or to kill more civilians in Iraq instead of finishing the job in Afghanistan. I hope Hillary gets elected!

14 February 2007

I didn't make store today, life is going to suck for two more weeks, not that I care about my junk food and stamps and hygiene. I really look forward to these art patterns I have. I want to get back to work. I have been in the books and magazines all day today, so today flew by pretty quick.

15 February 2007

It's still chilly for Texas. This week is going by pretty quick.

16 February 2007

They have been giving us better quality food, but the quantity is still small.

17 February 2007

It's still chilly, not much going, unlike on L-wing, it's not too much going on. Even L-wing gets a little dull other than 2 cutters. I heard a person hanged himself on J-wing almost a week ago, he did the full deal.

18 February 2007

It's going to be another Saturday, 1 more before March, I look forward to March of '08!

19 February 2007

Presidents Day, no mail! Got me a couple good books to read, so I'll be ok for the week.

20 February 2007

Another boring day, I need glue! I hope to get a few small projects, some are research I'm doing.

21 February 2007

Some tard on another block hanged himself today, out of there! I got a letter last night from an old girlfriend from the late 1970's, that caught me off guard! She now has 5 kids and 3 grandkids.

22 February 2007

I got a letter from my mom last night. She said my baby brother gave me $15! WOW! The state jacked me out of my time sheet, playing games with me. This is the New World Order, what a bunch of petty minimum wage Nazis!

23 February 2007

Not much for mail last night. I need ink pens. They have a new boot working, she's sweating everything! She's going to be a real ass of a hick chick! Matilda the Witch, so she's mad because no one will lay her.

24 February 2007

I got another letter from Tina last night. My black pens, all except 1 and it's giving my trouble, have all run out. I hope to get a couple more pages out of the other pen. I need to make store, hopefully by Thursday or Friday. We got a dust storm today.

25 February 2007

I look forward to mail call, or if I get a visit today, not telling how long this cold front will last, or my pen.

26 February 2007

It's Monday, I hope they move me today, I'm no gang member even though the state wishes I were, so they can get some more money from the poor taxpayers, trace the money people! 90% of it is truly fraud! Not much for mail, they still have not moved me. There are still non hang over here other than me.

27 February 2007

It's Monday, I hope they move me today, I'm no gang member even though the state wishes I were, so they can get some more money from the poor taxpayers, trace the money people! 90% of it is truly fraud! Not much for mail, they still have not moved me. There are still non hang over here other than me.

28 February 2007

I've been drawing all night. I'm going to take a break, change me sheets, then get back to work. I have had little sleep. I finished 3 boards! I'm going to take another catnap after chow.

1 March 2007

I have been drawing all night and all day, to the point it's probably killing me! But I love it. The time is flying by so quickly. I am doing a big catfish now, yes its an ugly animal to most people, but this board looks great to me.

2 March 2007

Not much mail last night, I finished up 2 boards, 6 total 2 to go. I'll put the pattern down today. I have a pattern but it's going to take so much ink, so I'm going to look for another one. I have what I want to eat up these surplus brown colors I have. They busted a bunch of child molesters on the news that work for Texas Youth Commission. I've said for years that Texas gives way too many paroles to sex offenders who pray on children over non violent offenders (such as myself who has no victims!). A child molester is 100x more likely to make a parole over people like me. My only true crime is being guilty of reading the three forbidden books of the N.W.O. and knowing that the Masons molest and drunk all of the fluids of children thinking they will live forever off of piss and blood, what nuts! And these people work as guards, DAs, judges, police officers, and of course the parole board. So when faced with a pedophile or a non agg offender, the child molester makes parole every time! The T.Y.C. news today is just more proof of this face.

3 March 2007

Not much going on, I have been drawing.

4 March 2007

Not much going on, it's Sunday. I have a fungal infection, so I feel like crap! Deadly black mold.

5 March 2007

I feel much better today, now all I need is a letter from home. The plumbing is about to overflow, this place needs to be closed down!

6 March 2007

Not much for mail last night, they have an old man working tonight. I hate to see the state take advantage of the elderly. I got mail. I feel better now. I think I'll stay up all night.

7 March 2007

I hope today is a good mail day, I need some good news. They have our water turned of. I hear the guards are upstairs rubbing gloved hands under peoples' nut sacks, that's just so gay!

8 March 2007

I cannot find my pen. I hate this place! I need to catch up on my reading and I might find something. I have a bunch of old papers.

9 March 2007

I got lots of mail last night, none from my wife. I have other women who are more interested in me than she is. I have been up al night, they have a bunch of stupid movies out.

10 March 2007

Not much for mail, just a surplus catalog. I am counting down the day, but I did learn a lot today. I look forward to building my foundry and make a living with my 2 hands.

11 March 2007

I don't expect much to go on today. I could use a visit for my morale. The guard jacked me for my shower today, just straight up lied and took it. I was wanting one just incase I got a visit. So I cleaned my cell up and washed my ass in my cell. I hate these hicks. I pray them all Iraq! I was also told I would not eat today, the one guard came up and told me that would eat, but I said I'm not worried about what you devils take from me! I to am a thief! I got my tray, they use starvation as a tool, it doesn't work as a threat for me. I've had hundreds of trays jacked from me, especially from the Hughes Unit, Gaterville, TX. A lot of reservists from Ft Hood worked there. That's why every time I hear some one from Ft Hood gets killed, I clap my hands! I love this war! I pray it never ends! And it wont. They stop the war and the towelheads come here with that shit. My blood is boiling but I'll get over this bullshit!

12 March 2007

Well, they had a stabbing on the block today, I was asleep when it went down. But they shook my cell down with the rest of the wing they piss tested me as well! I was the only one that did not refuse, so I suppose I'm the only sober soul on the wing. I can see a lot of people going to L-wing, these devils threw a lot of good stuff away of mine, but I'll make the taxpayers pay for it, since they hired the hicks. O' a fat Mexican who was so obese, he was walking towards me. He's an employee of the state, I think a Lt. He started to call me names, not very professional! I love it, but he might think I had something to do with this. I did not! I was asleep when it all went down, and I woke up at 1PM. So from 8AM to 1PM I slept, 5 hours total. I woke up, ate, and got shaken down. Then I ate my dinner 2 hours after I ate the lunch.

14 March 2007

Well, they had a stabbing on the block today, I was asleep when it went down. But they shook my cell down with the rest of the wing they piss tested me as well! I was the only one that did not refuse, so I suppose I'm the only sober soul on the wing. I can see a lot of people going to L-wing, these devils threw a lot of good stuff away of mine, but I'll make the taxpayers pay for it, since they hired the hicks. O' a fat Mexican who was so obese, he was walking towards me. He's an employee of the state, I think a Lt. He started to call me names, not very professional! I love it, but he might think I had something to do with this. I did not! I was asleep when it all went down, and I woke up at 1PM. So from 8AM to 1PM I slept, 5 hours total. I woke up, ate, and got shaken down. Then I ate my dinner 2 hours after I ate the lunch.

15 March 2007

I goy a letter from Tina last night, poor girl. She's had it rough and today I got a letter from Charlyn, so now I feel better. My baby's back on my side.

18 March 2007

Not much going on today, I got my shower. The guard got my neighbors hooch, but not after he got shit-faced drunk, poor kid in prison and still an alcoholic! I was told that I'm going to court in the morning, as a witness.

19 March 2007

I never got called for a witness, got a letter from Mom. Got my shower with no harassment from the guards.

20 March 2007

They moved my neighbor. I got to shower today, I'm feeling spoiled! I got a letter from my wife.

21 March 2007

I got my shower. Got me some small goods and today is flying by pretty fast.

22 March 2007

I did not get a shower today, I did not know the guard. And a lot of other people refused, so I copycatted. This week will go by fast. I have plenty to do with my mind. I had a strange dream and finished my workout.

23 March 2007

Not much going on.

24 March 2007

Not much going on, working on my robotic drawing.

25 March 2007

I am going to put this journal up for a while.